I think I need to make a list of stuff to achieve in the new year. I've had the flu for a week and it's made me lapse into a vortex and self doubt. No idea what I'm going to do with myself now the NHS thing is done. (they still need to pay me!)But reading your list makes me feel a bit more optimistic! Also, well into hog man.
Still no monees for NHS? That is awful! The self doubt vortex is the worst. When I think about being a 30 year old man, or even just this time next year I freeze up and die. Stupid to think like that, just need to think short term. Hope xmas was great?!